newfound identity


"We live only to discover beauty. All else is a form of waiting." Kahlil Gibran
The other day, I was having a conversation with a photographer friend and she said to me: "I am a recorder. That is what I do. I document my life." That thought stayed with me and I began to wonder... Who am I as a photographer?
Have you ever asked yourself this question?
After going through all my photos in search of my identity, I came across the image above and I knew immediately: That's it. I am a photographer on a quest for beauty. Whether I am shooting a client, a model or my lunch, what drives me is beauty. Some days that beauty comes to me as a gift and on other days, I have to look a little closer, dig a little deeper, even stage it. But I never tire looking for it and it never fails me. No matter what, somehow beauty is always there to lift me up and teach me something about myself and the world.
Who are you as a photographer? Can you answer this question with a picture?
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http://www.marciescudderphotography.com/index.php?showimage=1060
http://solsticeletters.wordpress.com/2010/01/19/the-poetry-of-waiting/
http://courtneysablogger.blogspot.com/2010/01/taking-up-my-own-challenge.html
i will figure it out someday i suppose...and i imagine it will involve out doors right in front of me
from my black and white project:
http://redorgrayblackandwhite.blogspot.com/2010/01/21_29.html
http://www.modobjectathome.com/2009/12/captured-moments.html
Mid-morning snacks:
http://www.modobjectathome.com/2010/01/bread-and-jam.html
Even the flu:
http://www.modobjectathome.com/2010/01/dear-influenza.html
http://www.flickr.com/photos/nickersonphotos/2763588520/in/set-72157606670545855/
http://www.jennifer-renner.de/portraits/4_3.jpg
or
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_p0SyXoVy3Ds/S2AhvsXrAhI/AAAAAAAAAPU/FEnpendc_xg/s1600-h/ewru-4.jpg
or
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_p0SyXoVy3Ds/Sy4sqeI_9NI/AAAAAAAAAGE/XHZNVQso74w/s1600-h/sm1.jpg
At this point, I have no idea who I am as a photographer. Something interesting to think about, though. :)
At this point, I have no idea who I am as a photographer. Something interesting to think about, though. :)
In the first example below the first three are how I do it and the last three show what I see .
http://giftsofthejourney.wordpress.com/2009/03/24/primroses-powershots/
This one is the story that came from the photograph.
http://giftsofthejourney.wordpress.com/2009/09/08/tell-me-a-story-tuesdays-–-42-steps/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/26935171@N00/4313126425/
http://laurensnotboredyet.blogspot.com/2010/01/visit-from-fog-god.html
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lauren_d/2775616537/in/set-72157606817594166/
That being said, lately I've been on a quest for making things beautiful:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/curiousillusion/4325973389/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/curiousillusion/4319491279/
But it doesn't always work out. My pictures are random and I think I'm okay with that. :)
http://nine-acres.blogspot.com/2010/01/day-29365-dark-omen-week-in-review-4.html
http://www.flickr.com/photos/onemoreplease/4285804817/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/onemoreplease/4326811164/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/carlyleandkatie/4318813980/
http://pixels-n-pen.blogspot.com
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ascatteredbrain/4007952418/in/set-72157622129309333/
In any event, right now I'm experimenting by just doing different things. Still lifes, cityscapes, self portaits, flowers. We'll see.
http://www.dashily.com
I'm looking for what ever "it" is that tugs at my heart and my soul at the same time. I love to wait for the moment to show itself to me. I love long exposures when I am holding the camera and the movement of my body as I breathe is effecting the subject I am photographing. At these moments I feel merged with all that is. So for me - when I am doing that type of photography work I feel like it's spiritual practice. As a photographer I search for the spaces in between what we see in the everyday.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/catherinethegreat/4310245176/in/set-72157623297415250/
And what an interesting and timely question. My husband and I were just discussing it the other day. A photographer friend of ours plans his photographs in great detail, always with a particular concept/theme.
I still haven't officially labeled myself a photographer, though I guess I am one simply because I take photos. I do tend to look at things in terms of movement, as an animator and editor, and often will capture a moment of action.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/7687752@N03/4321660320/
But I've started taking more photos of what I see around me when I'm outdoors - and have started getting close on the details of what I see because I love texture.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/7687752@N03/4322616198/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/valeenwashington/4319556759/sizes/o/
sometimes it's as simple as recording 3 days out my back door:
http://photographythrucindiseyes.blogspot.com/2010/01/out-my-back-door.html
and other times it's spending the night in the airport to catch an early flight:
http://cindi-aspiretoinspire.blogspot.com/2009/12/roaming-halls-on-christmas-eve-night.html
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucyloomis/4285263788/in/set-72157623111142312/
and my oh my, you do ask the hard questions. and now i get to ponder my answer to that question. thanks for the nudge.
my desire is to take beautiful photographs. but it is also to photograph beautiful things... or at least the things i find beautiful.
speaking of beauty... wonderful and beautiful shot here! i love the calligraphy, the shadows, the light, the paint on the hands, the hands. everything. so beautiful! i can't think of a photo to share, but i wouldn't dare after seeing yours. : )
http://www.wineonthekeyboard.com/2010/02/03/sea-of-blue/
Since the beggining of 2010 -- I have been hosting Friday--Finding Beauty. Please come join us if you can-- we are all in the same quest. Like Wayne Dyer says-- When you change the way you look at things the things you look at change.
Stop by-- we would love to have you.
http://www.dipityroad.com/fridays-finding-beauty/friday-finding-beauty-2510