my way of processing


When I talk on the phone, I walk, I pace, I wander. Being a very animated person I guess this makes sense. When I express myself, I use my entire body to do it. I notice this is especially true when I’m discussing something creative or when I'm brainstorming or when I’m processing.
The other day I was on the phone with a dear friend. We were having a major heart to heart discussion, as good friends do. It wasn’t unusual that I was walking the perimeter of my back yard. Pacing back and forth across the grass, talking, listening, processing. What was a little curious was that I was also shooting.
Yes, I hear what you’re saying.
Click.
Do you know what I mean?
Click.
Good point, I would have never thought of that.
Click.
I didn't really think anything of it until days later when I processed the photos and thought about what I was processing within myself at the time I clicked the shutter.
In a later conversation with that same friend, I asked her if she knew I was shooting photos while I was talking with her. She didn’t realize at the time but laughed at the thought of it and affirming that it didn’t surprise her at all. She knows that's how I do it. I work through things through photography.
I have discovered over the years how much the art of photograph helps me process my thoughts, ideas and emotions. How the very practice of seeing and shooting helps me make sense of whatever it is I’m going through in both my successes and struggles. Photography, time and time again saves me; in little ways and in big ways but most of all in ways that soothe my very soul.
My Best Shot Monday is one that was captured in my back yard during that conversation with my friend.
Share with us what you discovered this week in your Best Shot.
Reader Comments (12)
http://www.marciescudderphotography.com/home/2012/5/6/solid-and-proud.html
all my life i have taken mental photographs of the things i 'perceive', little details i notice while going through my daily routine, sudden color pops in the landscape, interesting shapes and lines in my own home or on the streets, in the shopping mall, things that catch my breath, make me happy, give me joy just by being there at that time, in that light, beckoning me to 'see'... in my dreams i make movies out of those 'stills', create landscapes and cities, sometimes i wake up in the morning with a vivid image of that parallel universe still burning brightly behind my eyes.
i have always wanted to capture those images and share them with others, but didn't know how. photography is helping me on that quest, and has become a true healing force in my life.
recently i discovered the beauty of miksang, contemplative photography, and it felt a bit like coming home.... i feel inspired, strengthened and confident about where i am going with my photography, have moved another step forward in the right direction
http://momentsofperception.blogspot.com/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/48337138@N04/7152033459/
http://focusingonlifegrp.blogspot.com/2012/05/sunrise-sunset.html
difficult to choose the best shot of the past week, by I like this one:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mar_s/7005734076/
and I loooooove your photo, the colours, the softness, the discovery of the center of the flower. thank you for sharing your words and images, Tracey, you are such a great inspiration.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/32837589@N07/6995768968/in/photostream
My best shot this week was an image I got of our new pup Ravyn.
http://dychedesigns.blogspot.com/2012/05/our-new-baby-girl-ravyn.html
http://www.shirleybehindthelens.com/2012/05/animals-at-barn.html
photography becomes my microscope. it's not until I photograph my pieces that I see places in my work that need improving -a little more sanding here, a little less oxidation there, etc, etc. the camera seeing things my 50+ eyes can not.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/autumnsun/7006233640/
And while I'm down there in the dirt sometimes I discover other interesting things as well
http://www.flickr.com/photos/autumnsun/7006224944/
http://pompeiipenguin.blogspot.com/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/55092224@N08/7154378062/in/photostream
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