static on the line


"I wish that you could see me when I'm flying in my dreams. The way I laugh there way up high. The way I look when I fly. The way I live... the way I fly." ~ Patty Griffin
It's winter. There's static in the air ... it buzzes across phone lines that stretch the 1535 miles that divide us. Through cities .. across fields .. over state lines: this silence is heavy. It comes from conversations gone limp, from all the summer and fall conversations. From all the talk of life and death and the space that lingers in between us buzzing with nothing but static.
When it's all been said, there is little left to say. But we keep reaching out in our disconnect, just to know we are each on the other end of this line. You don't always understand me these days. And so to fill your silences and mute this static, I ramble about the birds flying overhead and how they reminded me of that one time, you remember? When I was little and you carried me through Boston? Remember my son is that age now, and I seldom carry him anymore but when I do I think of you and how strong you were. And the birds... oh, the birds were soaring overhead so gracefully awaiting spring much like we are now ... landing and taking flight again, lifting off from the phone lines that connect us now with all this static.
It's March now. I'm feeling the silence of our winter. Mourning the disconnection. Hushing the static. And finding the beauty of birds in flight.
Care to ramble just to keep us connected? Have you done any bird watching lately?
Reader Comments (32)
i LOVE to watch and photograph birds. it's something i want to do more of and practice more of.
here are some of my favorites:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/28567264@N05/4232188087/in/set-72157623001359839/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/28567264@N05/4232116565/in/set-72157623001359839/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/28567264@N05/4229674833/in/set-72157623001359839/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/28567264@N05/4229684133/in/set-72157623001359839/
http://www.ayearofhappyphotos.com/2010/02/22-miniature-majesty.html
http://www.ayearofhappyphotos.com/2010/01/9-resting-on-a-wire.html
Here is my favorite bird photo of recent:
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2721/4314431167_aa14642229_o.jpg
And of course everyone needs a self portrait of themselves feeding the birds ;0)
http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4069/4269103563_4c87973b1b_o.jpg
And bird feathers are a delight to work macro magic with:
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2698/4400924711_4cb890037d_o.jpg
Thanks for letting us share!
I just got a new camera yesterday and took this shot yesterday:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mrsjennahatfield/4401032379/
And this one is my all time favorite cardinal shot, though it's of the female. The snow was just perfect:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mrsjennahatfield/4244703723/
Love checking out all the others now. I lovelovelove birds!
http://www.marciescudderphotography.com/index.php?showimage=718
http://www.flickr.com/photos/autumnsun/4293477128/in/set-72157623382447685/
and funny thing is it's snowing today too.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/47034011@N02/4401874826/in/set-72157623416850477/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/27458974@N00/4372409213/
http://endlessvine.blogspot.com/2010/02/its-friday.html
http://www.flickr.com/photos/12418609@N00/3798071842/in/set-72157623463406760/
waiting their turn:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mybluemuse/4348823163/
caught in flight:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mybluemuse/4351331933/in/photostream/
http://www.joyschmoll.com/2009/07/un-momento-por-favor/
http://www.joyschmoll.com/contact/
I know you are not so much liking the "static" today...but today we were learning about it.
I miss outside too. I want spring.
http://365daysofnormal.blogspot.com/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/vanessa_r/4310320066/in/set-72157607616272693/
I'm funny about birds - I love to photograph them, but I have a life-long fear of being pooped on from above - so I can't get too close.
Here are two from the past week:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/22487105@N06/4385560059/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/22487105@N06/4394747909/
I love birds.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/30297021@N02/4344925456/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/30297021@N02/4048531362/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/30297021@N02/3075769014/in/photostream/
there's a wonderful book for young people that i read in 5th or 6th grade called "the summer birds" by penelope farmer, about a little boy who moves to a town and teaches the children to fly. reading it i felt like it might be possible.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucyloomis/4123216450/in/set-72157622969816124/
you brought tears to my eyes.
Moved.
I am simply moved.
Thank you.
a bird I watched today...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/topsyturvydays/4402509259/
http://www.indigo2087.blogspot.com/2009/08/birds.html
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ketchuplover/2930513276/in/set-72157623450573454/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/dorkymum/4316378974/
And this is a shot of a bird that I met while out for a walk when we were in SC for Thanksgiving last year. It's not a great shot, but I uploaded it in the hope that someone could help me out by identifying it!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/dorkymum/4314260760/
always the questions:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sammymom/4290822105
And then I saw the Patty Griffin lyric. She is one of my favorites.
Then I read your post. It is beautiful. I could relate. And my chest feels full and a little achey.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jenniferwhite/4253157398/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/juliealvarez/4035819139/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/juliealvarez/3253871866/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/juliealvarez/2831952758/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/juliealvarez/2831951516/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/44864996@N08/4130752550/in/set-72157622865903966/